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Leveling Up

achievement

Yesterday I tried feeding my son finally and it went well, we tried mashed bananas and he liked it that he was fighting for more even drinking small sips of water after it. I feel so accomplished, planning to try different recipes and see what he likes and hates.

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If you’re living in the gulf area of the middle east, you’ll already know that most of the sick people here travel all the way to Thailand for medication. My grandmother was there just for check up and thankfully everything is okay, obviously brought back few gifts from there. One of these gifts was a soap which named “Jellys Pure Soap” and last night I decided to finally try it, and oh my god how amazing my skin became after using it on my face.

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My face looked so white and clear, it felt really soft as well. I absolutely love it and I’ll continue to use it for awhile and see if it had the whitening effect as it claims.

I kept listening to one song yesterday over and over, and for some reason triggered me to write almost three poems which rarely happens.
I am …
Weightless
2 am

I’ve been thinking that in a way apart from being a mother, being a wife got its’ burden as well. For some reason we feel that we should nurture the relationship and be the fixer in case something happens and if it did we ‘ll put the blame on ourselves. I feel like I’ve been wearing a nice attitude for awhile just for his happiness but not mine and it’s slowly draining me, my excuse was he’s busy so I got to be the good wife and just keep smiling.

“If you allow your rhythm to be interrupted, you’ll create a void. Then to replace what you give up, you’ll start to expect and need more from your partner.”
-Sherry Argov, Why Men Love Bitches

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7 thoughts on “Leveling Up

  1. ‘I feel like I’ve been wearing a nice attitude for awhile just for his happiness but not mine and it’s slowly draining me’ THIS, I feel you! Really like the writing and your blog, keep it up you’re doing wonderful. x

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      1. I get that too, I feel guilty for feeling like it when really it is impacting me a lot. I feel your pain 😦 You’re doing amazing though I love seeing what you’re up too!

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